Epic moment

And I didn't write it until now :P w/e lol Anyhow, I got a job after 4 days from start to finish lol If I've got nothing else, at least I have charisma. Well, I'll be doing clothing sales for Polo Ralph Lauren. Wee-la. And tomorrow, hopefully some good club pics. I'm getting out of this city!

Home and ENERGETIC

Wow, so after 2 weeks of heavy work, and exercising every day, I'm AMAZED at how far I had slid. But now, I'm working on a restart and hit the ground running. Apparently while I was gone, some cleaning had been forgotten, so I just woke up and started taking care of it. Should be done in an hour, and then off to see what everybody's up to. Oh, and THIS song...MAAAN! :D

The point in being nice

It's gotta be circular logic, cuz there's not always a reward, and people that say there's the reward of feeling that you did something right are past where I am. Sometimes I'm just moved to be nice, and I feel like I may as well not have done it, but then I go and do it again. Maybe I'm a creature of habit, maybe I'm stuck with compassion, and hope for the human race. But either way, for me, the point thus far is the action, and the hope that it wasn't in vain.

Ups and Downs

You know, sometimes all it takes is a song to cheer me up. And this band...almost anything by them picks me up. Oddly, sometimes I don't take the small step just to listen, and prefer to wallow in the downs.

Missed a day!

Well, at least I'm not accountable to anybody for doing this daily lol Yesterday was exhaustive, a lot of exercises for my reserve unit, and a buncha sitting around. Combine that with the day before, and the shift in my sleep pattern, I ended up crashing around 8pm, then waking up at 6 this morning to drive my dad to work. I guess the great news would be that my parents are getting along again, for now. I dunno if they'll ever get back to the way they used to be...but I guess it's not my life. So odd watching it happen tho. I mean, they love eachother, but their trust level is so low...

Some days

It sure feels like the world is against me. I'm glad I'm on my side at least, or I'd be screwed. Hold on, weather it out, and hope for better days. They're just about as guaranteed as more bad days. Business as unusual.

I'm late, I'm late

You know, sometimes I think it's nice to have stuff to do. I could sit around with no stress or cares, and just free-ride, and some days I do. But not today. Got stuff to do, plans for the weekend, and if feels nice to be alive and active, not just observing.