The point in being nice

It's gotta be circular logic, cuz there's not always a reward, and people that say there's the reward of feeling that you did something right are past where I am. Sometimes I'm just moved to be nice, and I feel like I may as well not have done it, but then I go and do it again. Maybe I'm a creature of habit, maybe I'm stuck with compassion, and hope for the human race. But either way, for me, the point thus far is the action, and the hope that it wasn't in vain.

Ups and Downs

You know, sometimes all it takes is a song to cheer me up. And this band...almost anything by them picks me up. Oddly, sometimes I don't take the small step just to listen, and prefer to wallow in the downs.

Missed a day!

Well, at least I'm not accountable to anybody for doing this daily lol Yesterday was exhaustive, a lot of exercises for my reserve unit, and a buncha sitting around. Combine that with the day before, and the shift in my sleep pattern, I ended up crashing around 8pm, then waking up at 6 this morning to drive my dad to work. I guess the great news would be that my parents are getting along again, for now. I dunno if they'll ever get back to the way they used to be...but I guess it's not my life. So odd watching it happen tho. I mean, they love eachother, but their trust level is so low...

Some days

It sure feels like the world is against me. I'm glad I'm on my side at least, or I'd be screwed. Hold on, weather it out, and hope for better days. They're just about as guaranteed as more bad days. Business as unusual.

I'm late, I'm late

You know, sometimes I think it's nice to have stuff to do. I could sit around with no stress or cares, and just free-ride, and some days I do. But not today. Got stuff to do, plans for the weekend, and if feels nice to be alive and active, not just observing.

In my shoes

So, I went through my photo albums for something that would fit the blog for my logo, and I'm not sure WHY I had a pic of my shoes, but it just looked right. Letting people in my shoes for a bit while they're here. And the nice thing is how COMFORTABLE those shoes are. So, I hope my friends and visitors can feel a bit of that while they're here. Not sure what else to do here lol Some blogs seem really flashy, but I'm a simple person. It can GET complex, but life's so much easier when it's simple, isn't it? So, I've added one widget letting you know what I've been listening to, and I've put a symbolic, simple banner. I'll try to add pics since I know words can get tiring. But not tonight :P I'm gonna crash now. Catch y'all later.

The words are hitting the paper

Kinda. E-paper, but w/e. I'm going to give a general thought and obsession dump here, commonly called a blog. Blurb log? Brain log? Who knows. But it'll be here. And so will I, and with any luck, so will you. Stalk if you wish, but the goal's feedback and interaction. Some blogs are gonna be STUPID long, and some will just be a sentence or two. A lot will prolly be about music. I'll try and do at least a daily log about my current musical obsession or realization. That's about it. Nothing groundbreaking, but you'll not find anything quite like me, so it'll at least be unique. Hope to hear from you guys.